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I've been listening to Takcey and Tsubasa-sama too much now have their music in my mind alot....
Some Quinie Updates...
~ Getting Ready for Grad School
~ I'm a Teacher now...
~ I'm in Hong Kong at the mo I knwo I'm everywhere the last time i posted was when i was on exchange...Swizterland was fun I wish i cvould have worte some romantic european fic of akame...
~ I'm going to Taiwan in 2 weeks (Sadly not watching KAT-TUN tho...I was gonna go to Bankok for it before it got cancelled....)
~ I have been having a hard time to write so I am very sorry for very slow updates....I guess it's with the Jin stuff and me not very fangirling KAT-TUN much...it's been disappointing to also see a bunch of my fellow writers and fic-gods not writing anymore it's a little disencouraging....=(
anyways....to my one update since March.... it's been 4 months I am very sorry....
Title: Tatta Hitotsu No Koi
Pairing: Hayaryu (Akame)
Raiting: R/NC-17 (On some chapters)
Disclaimer: IN MY DREAMS...but not AKame and Gokusen owns themselves
Warning: its A SADFIC.....
Summary: Ryu left for Canada Hayato for their own futures two year ago, until Ryu found that....but now he returns to Hayato asking if he can stay with him and have this relationship they have left behind for two months? What does this mean? and What will Hayato do? Is this the one and only love that Hayato and Ryu will face for the rest of their lives?
Summary for Chap 4: A high school reunion recalling great memories and making more to bring to his grave will Ryu be able to finally accept them and then head to a lonely juourney of death?
AN: 3000+ Word again....I'm sorry it has taken so much tome before it can be posted it's great to see everyone again =)
Chapters Done: 6.75
Beta: juuhachi_ art san, karasu-yumi-san, pinkeuphoria1-san
( (Chapter 5) )
Chapter 5
"Are you sure he can go…?” Tssuchi asked,
Hayato shrugged, “He wants to meet Hyuuga’s family. It’s not that far of a ride, he has the money…whatever, Ow! You know that hurts, right? Stupid Rich kid!”
“Brainless bastard,” Ryu snapped back, “You do know the he is sitting next to you,”
Hayato grumbled as he rubbed his head. His personal thought was the same as Tssuchi’s: would Ryu be ok if he travelled with the rest of the guys to visit Hyuuga’s family? Who would look after his health? What would happen if Ryu needed to go to the hospital? He hadn’t been to Hokkaido before, so he was a little worried. He had never really stepped out of this area before his life and the furthest he had gone was to Tokyo or Osaka for his business trips, but Hokkaido? Hayato sighed.
“I’ll be fine…” Ryu added as if he was reading Hayato’s mind, Hayato rolled his eyes but trying not to comment on how his body was doing. However, he could somehow feel that Ryu was happier, maybe because of the change of environment, as he knew he wouldn’t be locked up by his parents. The sudden sense of freedom and the fresh air had made Ryu feel better.
If and only If changing the atmosphere and the air would help cure Ryu’s disease.
~*~
It felt like they were back in high school, together at Kurogin. It felt like that time when the class went on a field trip together before Yankumi came into the picture. Like school boys, the 4 men were excited about Hokkiado, even though Take had gone there for business meetings; he was still excited since he was now going with his friends. The only thing Take didn’t like was the same teasing he received from Tssuchi and Hayato, or Ryu sitting there expressionless, but probably smiling on the inside. It never changed.
“Oi oi oi Take, when are you going to introduce us to your girlfriend?” Tssuchi asked flapping his fan,
“Did you buy the ring yet?” Hayato added,
“…” Ryu was sleeping with his eyes closed; how can a person sleep in such noise?
“Take~! I bet you have a picture of her in your wallet somewhere…” Tssuchi teased a little bit more, smiling,
“Ne, ne…Take, you’re so innocent but have you even kissed her yet?” Hayato asked,
“He’s not like you, pervert,” Ryu suddenly spoke out,
“But you liked it,” Hayato added, smiling,
Ryu’s eyes never opened, but it was obvious on the pale face that Ryu was blushing; he remained silent.
Even now Ryu was defeated; Take was on his own now…
The two stronger and taller men smiled and attacked Take who went screeching and almost screaming for help; the two were grabbing Take, trying to get a hold of his wallet. Passengers in the bullet train were not happy as they stared at the group of men who were supposed to be mature and well-behaved. However, the group never cared. It might have been the last time they would ever meet up as a group, with one probably leaving them forever. The few hours to Hokkaido were full of laughter and happiness for everyone. Ryu smiled happily on the inside as he was able to create such a memory with his friends and with the person he cared the most for.
Hyuuga lived in a small house with his family and his mother. He had started a business in order to be able to feed his family: his mother, his wife and his two girls. The moving business consisted of hard work, but also good money and success while helping out people. Yankumi had taught him to be the right person after all.
Hayato’s scrunched his face at the two little girls, a six year old and an eight year old, both pulling their hair and screaming at each other and trying to catch the attention of their parents. The next minute the girls were like angels, playing on their own in the corner with a hand made doll house.
“I’ve made that doll house,” Hyuuga offering a beer to Hayato who took a sip; Hyuuga smiled as he noticed Hayato looking at his girls with awkward facial expressions, ‘Hayato might not be comfortable with being called an uncle yet,’
“Never thought you’d start a family this early,” Hayato added,
Hyuuga shrugged, “It just happened, me and Kaoru fell in love and then those two creatures appeared,”
“You enjoy being a father though?” Hayato’s eyebrows crooked up,
“I do, it makes me feel like I am wanted in this society, unlike the thoughts we used to have,” Hyuuga smiled, looking at his girls, “Ever thought of a family?”
Hayato shrugged; he would be content with just having Ryu, unless Ryu want to adopt children, but the idea wouldn’t be bad,
“Somehow you being a father would disturb me,” Hyuuga joked as Hayato gave him a frown, “Take might be a better father than you,”
Kaoru asked the girls to help in the kitchen as the girls quickly went to the washroom to clean their hands and helped their mother; later on dinner was served by Kaoru and the girls.
“A toast to the host!” Tssuchi cheered as the others followed,
“Thank you, we also have some good news to say,” Hyuuga announced,
“Ooooo!” Take smiled as he happily sits straight,
Hyuuga coughed to get his voice straight, “We are having a son!”
“Another kid?” Tssuchi and Hayato voiced out, shocked; Ryu smiled,
“When is it due?” Ryu asked,
“Around October,” Kaoru smiled, feeling the little life inside her,
“I’ll be happy if Ryu can be the godfather,” Hyuuga smiled,
“But I’ll-” Ryu wanted to say that he wouldn’t have that much time,
“He’ll be happy to, right, Ryu?” Hayato cut in, staring at Ryu and hinting at him not to say anything negative,
Ryu silently nodded in agreement, although it felt more like being forced to agree.
After dinner, everyone went out to light some fireworks, mostly the girls, Take, Hyuuga’s mother and Kaoru. The rest of the gang stayed on the patio to look at the group, enjoying their beers and talking.
The girls went up to Ryu asking if Ryu would like to play with them, “Ne, ne Ryu-ne, can you play with us?”
Hyuuga blushed in embarrassment and Tssuchi and Hayato could barely stop themselves from bursting into laughter. Ryu just raised his eyebrows… Ryu-ne…wasn’t it obvious by his name that he was male
Ryu sighed, not wanting to scar the girls by telling them that he was male; he let the girls drag him to the garden and saw Take jumping with fireworks, “Oiiiiiiiiii! Ryu, come play with us! And the rest of you guys too!”
Hearing Take’s voice, the rest laughed and ran to play with the fireworks.
They had fun; it felt exactly like those carefree days as their immaturity came out… the times when the group was just sitting in the grass, skipping or running away from Yankumi’s math classes, the times when they played pranks on Yankumi or on the monkey Kyoto, the times during the fireworks festival when they tried to pick up girls in nice kimonos, but the girls only talked to Ryu and never to the rest. It was just plain fun during those old days.
The girls suggested that they should play kick the can game, “Ne ne otou!~ Play the kick the can game!”
“I can’t believe you taught them how to play that lame game,” Hayato eyed Hyuuga,
“Well, helps them to get their energy out,” Hyuuga shrugged,
“You’ve taught them well, just like Yankumi would,” Ryu smiled,
“Well it’s all thanks to Kaoru,” Hyuuga gave a brief hug to Kaoru who sat next to him. Kaoru smiled as she pat her tummy, telling the girls to get ready for bed, at which the girls pouted and frowned, wanting to play, but listened to their mother in the end.
“You must be tired too,” Hayato looked at Ryu, “We had a loooooong day,”
Ryu smiled as he was led to the bedroom they would share.
Ryu stretched out his hand as if telling Hayato to join him. Hayato smiled and reluctantly took the hand and sat in the bed, wrapping his arms around the fragile body. He looked at the pale face that was smiling at him. It only took Ryu lying down on the bed and Hayato on top, looking down at him, to make Hayato lose control. Ryu, having his arms wrapping around his neck and pushing Hayato down so that their lips could meet… Hayato accepted the invitation without hesitating.
The kiss got deeper with tongues rolling, lips sucking and teeth nibbling. Ryu was loosing his breath as more of his oxygen was being taken away through the kiss, but Ryu didn’t care if he couldn’t breathe anymore; he could just die under Hayato if he had the feeling of Hayato kissing him forever with him.
It just felt so right… Hayato was able to forget what was happening around him as he slipped his hand down, feeling the body beneath him. He moved under the white shirt, feeling the body that was building heat from the ministrations that he was doing to the other one. His fingers danced around the smooth skin, allowing his fingertips to memorize the places where Ryu would moan louder or twitch under him.
Hayato slipped one of his legs between his thighs as Ryu spread his legs a little more and grinded into him. Hayato growled as he grinded back, forgetting about anything except trying to give pleasure and losing his control onto his lover. He would give everything he had to make his only one feel like in heaven and make him think of only him. Hayato’s possessiveness and control over Ryu was getting even more heated up as he desperately kissed Ryu deeper, pulling the shirt open.
His hands were now everywhere as Hayato pinched and flicked over a pink nipple, pulling at it to make it more sensitive to his touch. His mouth was biting his collarbones as it reaches his other bud and his tongue rolled and pressed down to give it moisture, also giving small bites with his teeth.
Ryu moaned as he twisted and grinded up to the other body; his most heated area was rubbing against Hayato’s groin. He desperately needed something to make him feel whole, to be one with the one he loves. The sound of his zipper and the button being unbuckled was driving him crazy and Ryu thrashed even more as a hand touched him down there.
“Haya…Hayato…” Ryu breathed as he took another deep breath. Hayato had his hand under his briefs, finally feeling the warm skin there and helping him relax, though the heat in his body was building up.
A sound of loud laughter was laughing on the other side of the wall. It was the girls of Hyuuga.
Hayato stopped after hearing the laughter as he woke up from his control.
They were almost making love in his friend’s house. And while sleeping next to the girls’ room, with thin walls.
Hayato wanted to pull his hand away until he felt a pair of hands keeping it there. Hayato looked down at the heated stare that could still make him loose control; his eyes moved away, telling himself to calm down before he would be trapped by the attractive creature beneath him.
“I…can be quieter…” Ryu blushed as his face also turned onto his side, “You can still continue…”
Hayato looked down at Ryu and the sight made him loose even more control as the neck and chest were revealed even more; the red spots on Ryu’s collarbones were turning even redder and would probably bruise tomorrow… the marks that would show that Ryu belonged to him.
Ryu belonging to him…How would it feel if he and Ryu became one?
But would it make Ryu be in more pain?
“Hayato…” Ryu spread his legs even more, allowing more of Hayato to be placed between him; he smiled as Ryu invited him to continue, using his waist to press up to invite a deeper kiss from his lover.
Telling him to continue on…Telling him it was okay to be one…
But it wasn’t okay…
What if he hurt Ryu? What if he started feeling pain? What if…
Hayato groaned as he rolled off with his back facing Ryu, trying not to get himself heated up more; the other frowned and almost looked like he was going to cry.
“Hayato…?” Ryu asked as he reached to out,
“Don’t…the girls are next door…” Hayato said, trying to put an excuse between them; he would not loose control here.
“Good night then…” Hayato heard a sniff from the latter and felt the covers being pulled over other’s body.
The couple had their backs against each other though not able to fall asleep, both still pretty heated up and longing to be with each other.
Hayato could hear the other breathing deeply, and then a moan of frustration.
The moan just made him snap.
He quickly turned to Ryu and moved on top of him. Ryu was still unclothed, with his shirt now removed but pants still unbuttoned and now a wet spot in front of his lover’s underwear.
That drove Hayato insane.
He pressed himself down as he kissed Ryu deeply, taking Ryu’s breath away; he reach down to grab Ryu’s erection as he rubbed it up and down.
Ryu’s eyes widened as he felt the stroke of Hayato’s fingers, wrapping him around and moving up and down. His erection was pulled out from the restrain of his underwear as Hayato stroked it up and down freely, using his thumb to rub the tip.
“Hayato…ah….” Ryu whispered as he was stroked faster and also feeling another hand on his bottom; one of his cheeks was squeezed and massaged; Ryu just moaned, feeling heated up again.
Hayato took the swollen lips again, taking the moans into him as his right hand moved more under Ryu to grab the other cheek and massage it thoroughly, his left hand not stopping as he stroked faster and faster.
Ryu breathed in quickly, taking air from his lover’s mouth, trying to ask for Hayato to give him what he needed as he finally felt one of the other’s hands pushing through the crack and touching him…there. Inside of him.
And that was when Ryu moaned loudly and released himself on Hayato’s hand.
With Ryu still catching his breath, Hayato quickly went to the washroom to clean his hands and calm himself down.
Hayato returned as he quickly grabbed the covers and got under them, not allowing himself to see the body again or else he would loose control. Still feeling uncomfortable, he turned around, but the kitten was so stubborn it continued to provoke his owner as Ryu wrapped his arms Hayato and leaned his head onto his back.
“Ne… Hayato… have you ever thought of starting a family?” Ryu asked, trying to keep his lover talking,
Hayato shrugged, “You do know my family is not one of those nice, special ones…”
“Neither was mine…” Ryu replied, “But it was still special when your mother was still around,”
Hayato sighed, remembering his sweet mother and the time when Ryu entered his family. His mother had loved Ryu as if he was her own; maybe she had already seen that Ryu might have been his future half. He smiled, agreeing with his mother on that, if she had even thought about it.
“Your father wasn’t much of an asshole until we got older…” Hayato grumbled,
“How many kids would you want?” Ryu changed the subject,
Hayato scrunched his eyebrows, “Hmmm, two maybe?”
Ryu smiled, “Two boys?”
Hayato shrugged, “Never thought of the gender…” turning around and smiling, he moved on top of Ryu and kissed the lips lightly, “You giving me any?”
Ryu rolled his eyes, turning his head as he tried to hide his blush, “Don’t be stupid,”
Hayato crooked his eyebrow and moved next to Ryu, “I want a boy and girl then,” he replied, holding Ryu’s waist tightly as he trapped the kitten, kissing the ear, “A girl like her mother, beautiful and smart, mmmm and sexy too…and a son just like me,”
Ryu laughed, “I don’t think I can handle another crazy kid, as stupid as you,”
Hayato pouted, “Ryuuuuu”
This time Ryu rolled his back onto Hayato, “Just sleep Hayato,”
Allowing Hayato to sleep, Ryu stood still as he heard the breaths turn into steady ones and then looked at the calm face but was still unhappy. Hayato hadn’t taken him, but the feeling was just great; how he wished he could also make Hayato feel that good like when the other had touched him… how nice would it be to become one and feel pleasure together.
If and only if his body could withstand it…
But his body couldn’t, unfortunately.
His life was Hayato’s though. So was his soul, his mind, his heart…but sadly what he can give is so limited in time.
Ryu sighed as he closed his eyes too, hoping that maybe there would be one other time when they would finally become one.
Right now he could still be satisfied dreaming that they were…
In the middle of the night, Hayato’s cell phone suddenly started vibrating, again and again but no one picked up.
In the silence, no one had answered… all were caught in their dreams.